Thursday, February 21, 2008


Ok so I thought this year I wasn't going to get the winter blues. Turns out they were just running a bit late. I have "ennui".

I love the word "ennui": the spelling, the sound, the fact that it's french. I feel like I should put on a beret when I say it.

Oh, I was digressing, back to being depressed about winter and the lack of sunshine. I need some inspiration, some change, some sort of push to become productive, something different. I feel like I'm drifting into nothing. Ok so not THAT depressed but it sounded more artistically tortured to tack that on.

I miss my baby boy. He always puts a smile on my face.

So full of wonder,
Your contagious smile,
As I watch you start to grow up.

Rains will pour down,

Waves will crash around
But you will be safe in my arms.

My heart is torn just in knowing
You'll someday see the truth from lies
But you will be safe in my arms.

Castles they might crumble
Dreams may not come true
You are never all alone
I will always love you.

1 comment:

Kelle said...

Aw, he dat tweet widdle baby! He knows you love him!! He's lucky to be in a home with so much love! Having Lainey and knowing how much I love her makes me so sad for the babies who are born into broken homes where they aren't wanted. Every baby deserves to be safe in someone's arms.